Life's feeling weird again aha!

Well first... err... ya...
i tink i did do kinda of bad things
these 2 months well...
I had got angry too mani times...
i sort of lost it ...
Well... At the moment
i m trying atone them
however things kept popping out...
things dat i didn't even noe =.=
yet they make it worse
and harder to atone =.=

Well i tink most likily i can conclude...
well i busybody lo =.=
but i am who i am as mani would say
no one can change it...
being busybody ain't all dat bad i tink...
i've found out mani things
including ppl's life
and wad dey feel...
however it usually backfires
Well true dat i shuld care less
nt show emotions
But dat ain't me
i dun wanna be a emotionless,
totally pathetic guy!
yet well... it may seem easier
nt caring abt anyone...
nt giving a dam abt others
nt knowing anyone
would one wanna be like tis?
i guess not...
Well since i believe in wad i say
i shall continue wad i do...
atoning my sins
finding my true path
learning wad life realli is
n caring i tink aha!